possessive...

I don't love him..for sure I don't...but dunno why, I always care bout him...wanna know bout him...Is me consider to be a possessive girl?

Everything that surround me are mine...not yours...very childish, right?

hemmm....stupid girl....I dunno what my brain does to me...I've tried to neglect him...can not...he still my collega here...I don't have heart to do so...but I also don't want to be so care and curious bout him...what for??he's not my boyfriend anyway...but somethin had happened with my brain...it doesn't want to follow my order...hiksss...I'm so sad...yet very dislike it....dunno what to do....

actually, I have soooo many things to think.....my vacation, my journey to find a job, my thesis, why my brain still bother me bout him??I can not focus at any of those...my god...this upcoming monday I will already be in sweden...

maybe with my vacation, I can feel released??lets see...