Friday, January 2, 2009

Nieuw Jaar...!!! enzovort...

Finally, here we are in 2009...fiuhhh....everything seems to be moving so fast...can't believe it...
but with this new year, I feel a bit sad..coz it means 6 months again I will have no idea what I will do nor where I am...I can claim that I'm a well organized girl, I always have a plan in my mind...but unfortunately...after my graduation, I have no plan yet, and it will come 6 months again...a bit sad, a bit spannen..

And also, on 31 December, I heard that one of my friend (girl) is broke up with her boyfriend, I was also very shock, coz I though they someday will be married...well yeahh...nobody knows exactly why...but I do feel a bit rare also with her...1 month ago, she admit that she already has a new relationship, with a balinease guy that she met in here..coz that guy is very kind, passion, and nice...they like to talk each other...then..I just come back to think again...is that what you call "relationship"?

What I mean is, can you talk to one man about your feeling and problem and let him be your boyfriend?maybe I'm a bit rude, but yeahhh...don't feel that what she has done is right...
Compare to her, I am much more independen and adaptable girl...so...what ever come to me, I can solve it, face it and be happy with it...so I don't really need "some guy" to share my problem with...hahaha...do you think I have a problem with relationship also??coz I'm too independenable thus I don't need anyone else to share with??really2 confuse me recently...
But until now, I still prefer to be independen than to be dependen and stuck crying about my problem to some guy...I think my way is still better...but could be that's the reason of my slecht relationship??

Don't know...but have to go now, already to late for work...I'll continue soon...

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