today finally i can write sumthin here...like my title above...today, 26 january 2009...it's all over for me...my vacation to sweden (19-22 january) already finished, Chinese new year which is exactly this day it's also aldeary over....
my trip to sweden was faboulous, i like it...gamla stan, ikea, sodermalm, skansen, saluhall, vasa museet, kungsgatan, sergel torg, drottinggatan, ahlen, nk, t-centralen, i will never forget it...also my super duper fine hostel, city backpackers near nora bantorget...where i meet someone from aussie who was very talkative yet funny...^^
also i will never forget how God help me with the transport ticket...hahaha...a little bit cheat...but God knows that we're a budget travelers...
talk about chinese new year, i dunno what i should say...rather it fun, normal, or quite dissapointing...i went to amsterdam this day...but there it's absolutely nothing...at night i went to holland casino, there i can feel the atmosphere of chinese new year coz there were sooooo many chinese people gather around....i meet stanny who was very busy wit her mahyong competition...anyway, she lost it...but one thing that make me bit dissapointed, that i can not stay until late...at 21.30 i have to went home...coz there will be no transport to go back to soesterberg if i stay too late...huhhhh.....that's very dissapoint me...i only wish one thing at that time, i wish somebody call me and give me a ride so i can stay longer at holland casino, but i realize...it's time for me to stand alone, i can not always to depend on somebody else, finnaly....here i am...alone in my room already...one thing for sure...i will face tommorow brightly and happily...^^
everything that happends to me here, makes me become more mature and independent...
Monday, January 26, 2009
Friday, January 23, 2009
halahhhh....mumet aku....
tgl 20-24 february 2009....wes di book buat aku vakanti....tapi aku ga dapet tiket murahhhh...hiksss...ya apa ini....god help me....i don't want to spend my limited vakantie tijd useless hikssss......
Saturday, January 17, 2009
possessive...
I don't love him..for sure I don't...but dunno why, I always care bout him...wanna know bout him...Is me consider to be a possessive girl?
Everything that surround me are mine...not yours...very childish, right?
hemmm....stupid girl....I dunno what my brain does to me...I've tried to neglect him...can not...he still my collega here...I don't have heart to do so...but I also don't want to be so care and curious bout him...what for??he's not my boyfriend anyway...but somethin had happened with my brain...it doesn't want to follow my order...hiksss...I'm so sad...yet very dislike it....dunno what to do....
actually, I have soooo many things to think.....my vacation, my journey to find a job, my thesis, why my brain still bother me bout him??I can not focus at any of those...my god...this upcoming monday I will already be in sweden...
maybe with my vacation, I can feel released??lets see...
Everything that surround me are mine...not yours...very childish, right?
hemmm....stupid girl....I dunno what my brain does to me...I've tried to neglect him...can not...he still my collega here...I don't have heart to do so...but I also don't want to be so care and curious bout him...what for??he's not my boyfriend anyway...but somethin had happened with my brain...it doesn't want to follow my order...hiksss...I'm so sad...yet very dislike it....dunno what to do....
actually, I have soooo many things to think.....my vacation, my journey to find a job, my thesis, why my brain still bother me bout him??I can not focus at any of those...my god...this upcoming monday I will already be in sweden...
maybe with my vacation, I can feel released??lets see...
Saturday, January 10, 2009
MyNiceSpace.com
Cuteeee huhhh??!!hahaha...just take a lesson from my partner how to copy paste it hihihi...fool huhhh??anyway..now I know how to work with it...^^
Tuesday, January 6, 2009
vandag...
Ik ben moee...erggg moee...with this annoying thesis and zorgtoeslag....mijn goed...weet het niet, what I've done wrong..but everything seems too slow for me...maybe this year I'll move a bit faster than last year...vorige jaar, I was too lazy n "cuex" this make me sick...but (thanks God!!) finally this night I've done that (zorgtoeslag...thesis not yet finish hihihi...)
Anyway...this afternoon I'd heard something that make me shock a bit...a guy that I knew n saw as a calm n shy guy...turns to be "samen wonen" guy...hihii...offcourse...it's NL man!!everybody do that..but never expect that he could do that kind of thing anyway...eventhough he has already living here for 10 years without parents...but he still has Asian culture right??
but...if I think again??what is Asian culture anyway??without samen wonen thing??dun think soo...now everything already free...if u want en u can...just do it...if they both want it...just do it...hihihi...we don't have that old fashion norms again, do we??
but, at least for me...I am still an old fashion girl...en (praise Lord) I am still holding on my norms... :)
ps: I don't have intention to judge somebody or a guy that I knew (I'm not a judge anyway..) just wanna share my felling and my opinion...
Anyway...this afternoon I'd heard something that make me shock a bit...a guy that I knew n saw as a calm n shy guy...turns to be "samen wonen" guy...hihii...offcourse...it's NL man!!everybody do that..but never expect that he could do that kind of thing anyway...eventhough he has already living here for 10 years without parents...but he still has Asian culture right??
but...if I think again??what is Asian culture anyway??without samen wonen thing??dun think soo...now everything already free...if u want en u can...just do it...if they both want it...just do it...hihihi...we don't have that old fashion norms again, do we??
but, at least for me...I am still an old fashion girl...en (praise Lord) I am still holding on my norms... :)
ps: I don't have intention to judge somebody or a guy that I knew (I'm not a judge anyway..) just wanna share my felling and my opinion...
Friday, January 2, 2009
Nieuw Jaar...!!! enzovort...
Finally, here we are in 2009...fiuhhh....everything seems to be moving so fast...can't believe it...
but with this new year, I feel a bit sad..coz it means 6 months again I will have no idea what I will do nor where I am...I can claim that I'm a well organized girl, I always have a plan in my mind...but unfortunately...after my graduation, I have no plan yet, and it will come 6 months again...a bit sad, a bit spannen..
And also, on 31 December, I heard that one of my friend (girl) is broke up with her boyfriend, I was also very shock, coz I though they someday will be married...well yeahh...nobody knows exactly why...but I do feel a bit rare also with her...1 month ago, she admit that she already has a new relationship, with a balinease guy that she met in here..coz that guy is very kind, passion, and nice...they like to talk each other...then..I just come back to think again...is that what you call "relationship"?
What I mean is, can you talk to one man about your feeling and problem and let him be your boyfriend?maybe I'm a bit rude, but yeahhh...don't feel that what she has done is right...
Compare to her, I am much more independen and adaptable girl...so...what ever come to me, I can solve it, face it and be happy with it...so I don't really need "some guy" to share my problem with...hahaha...do you think I have a problem with relationship also??coz I'm too independenable thus I don't need anyone else to share with??really2 confuse me recently...
But until now, I still prefer to be independen than to be dependen and stuck crying about my problem to some guy...I think my way is still better...but could be that's the reason of my slecht relationship??
Don't know...but have to go now, already to late for work...I'll continue soon...
but with this new year, I feel a bit sad..coz it means 6 months again I will have no idea what I will do nor where I am...I can claim that I'm a well organized girl, I always have a plan in my mind...but unfortunately...after my graduation, I have no plan yet, and it will come 6 months again...a bit sad, a bit spannen..
And also, on 31 December, I heard that one of my friend (girl) is broke up with her boyfriend, I was also very shock, coz I though they someday will be married...well yeahh...nobody knows exactly why...but I do feel a bit rare also with her...1 month ago, she admit that she already has a new relationship, with a balinease guy that she met in here..coz that guy is very kind, passion, and nice...they like to talk each other...then..I just come back to think again...is that what you call "relationship"?
What I mean is, can you talk to one man about your feeling and problem and let him be your boyfriend?maybe I'm a bit rude, but yeahhh...don't feel that what she has done is right...
Compare to her, I am much more independen and adaptable girl...so...what ever come to me, I can solve it, face it and be happy with it...so I don't really need "some guy" to share my problem with...hahaha...do you think I have a problem with relationship also??coz I'm too independenable thus I don't need anyone else to share with??really2 confuse me recently...
But until now, I still prefer to be independen than to be dependen and stuck crying about my problem to some guy...I think my way is still better...but could be that's the reason of my slecht relationship??
Don't know...but have to go now, already to late for work...I'll continue soon...
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