never wish or tough my 1st x'mas outside my land will be like this...ever...
it was nothing...absolutely an ordinary day, without friends, without family, without church..
this last point, really2 make me feel like a sinner, actually there is a x'mas service at the church near here, but...I wake up too late for that...some of my friends maybe sad because they can not go to the church too, but it is because there is no church around their apartment nor they have to go for work already, but me??I have everything to go, the church itself, time, everything...but I just too late for that...I dunno why I become like this...even though I went to bed at a normal hour (12-01) but I just can not wake up early (the service was at 10 am)...
Also yesterday, I'm mad with my work partner, coz he was to selfish n blaming me without consider himself...anyway, he already apologize to me...and I don't want to really talk about it..whatever...since the very beginning, I just know that he is kind of person like that..yesterday maybe just a peak of everything after 6 months I getting around with him...whatever...
anyway, everything is miserable...T_T
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