my working partner

i don't know what to say about him...
so clumsy...so dumb...so slow...ohhh...i have no idea, whether i have to hate or feel pity to him...
he is 100% in-charge at service, not like me who do "anything" but howcome...almost 9 months we're work here, he never know how to serve sambucca...ya well...maybe he know it, but he NEVER do it...my God...i do really feel so pity for him...also this night, after Wing told him how to do and asked him to serve that, instead to do it...he just drop it at the floor...don't know, whether it was trully an accident or because he was too nervous to do his first sambucca...
i don't mind with that accident, it's so normal, everybody can do that, even stanny ever did that with her irish coffee...but...what i don't like is, he don't clean it properly...he just wipe that sambucca n koffie with handoekjes...my God!!!it was so sticky....and this week i just mop the floor...i just don't want to let it just go...i tell him that he have to clean that again...

i feel so pity to my working partner...

16th march 2009

it was monday, stanny asked me n mikha to have a dinner at her sister thaise restaurant, at amsterdam, jordaan...

leuk om te doen...meet two nice indonesian man...already born here...only if, i could...... ^^

learn to stand alone....

yeahhh...it's true...

we have to learn to stand with anything alone...

"I" have to learn to stand anything alone...

When friends, money, boyfriend, husband, can not be beside u....

U only have yourself, and God to rely on...

Once again...I'm heading to Barca all alone, all by my self...

I don't know who to blame...I can not...blame somebody...

Well...I guess God just want to have precious time only with me in Barca...

He wants me to learn...He wants me to enjoy it more and more...

All alone...all by myself, when there is only me, myself and I....

Barca...I'm coming...!!! ^^

italy-austria-hongary trip...

my vakantie to this 3 country was awsome...it was on 16-24 feb. the first 2 days were very tired though coz we went directly after our work, no sleep at peter, directly fly to pisa and with the train to rome...can u imagine?very exhausted...but very exciting...venice also...was very beautiful and romantic city...i've never been at that watery city before...soo pretty...and unique...when we went back to pisa to catch our flight in the next morning, we meet one nice filipino man, was the front office worker in the hotel that we stay.

after trip to italy, it started my austria-hongary alone trip...hahaha...yesss...i went alone...by eurolines...was very nice also, maybe everybody think i'm crazy and will not enjoy my alone trip but u know what?if you went alone, u have the whole city all for you...u can enjoy it all by your self, without thinking bout your friends, etc...but yes, i have to admit, went with your friends will be more fun, but went alone it was also not that bad...in austria, i even had a chance to join the saturday mass at st. sthephan kerk...was so beautiful and unforgettable...

the next morning, it's time to head for budapest-hongary, wauwwww....budapest was the most beautiful city that i ever saw...divided in 2 parts (buda and pest) you can feel very relax there, very colddd though...also the transportation system was not so good like in other europe country.

hemmmm......one of my journey that i will not forget...