what a day...

kemaren kerja sampe jam 1.30 subuhhh booo...edannn....ada musician dari german, nari2 nyanyi2 sampe subuh di resto...what a f***!!exhausteddd....specially today, i work like ghost...my soul wasn't work with me...still left exhausted at the bed...

one more thing that i want to share...coz we work overtime yesterday, today my mevrouw gave us break time...but coz it was busy, i have to came back at 6, mikha at 7..when i came back, stanny keeps gave me an order while she was already busy with her "glass cleaning program" soo...the condition was, restaurant lack of people, no one can help mv to handling the guest...and u know what??she became bad mood...!!my god, i can't stand with her...really2 can't think about her...eventhough we were not helping her to handle the guest, but we were trying to finish our job which were intend for her restaurant also...god...how can she be so selfish...

but thanks god, finally i can make it...eventhough i, myself allready exhausted, and became bad mood also, but i still do perform my best at work (a bit burning at my finger though, because of that f***ing s**t warmer plate)

one thing still i can not stand with my mevrouw...why she has to be bad mood while we are working hard for her...it's not help at all, it just make all become worse, and the working atmosphere become uncomfortable, also...makes me tired....

don't like it!!!

always see her...
always take a look bout her...
really don't like it...
like i'm jealous with her and all that surrounded her...
everything that she has looks like better than me...hiks...
i don't like it...
not that i don't like her...
but i don't like myself...
how could i feel this way....
i just want to be happy....
without keeping an eye for her..